I know its been awhile since I've written anything. The last week has been hectic with our engagement party, preparing for Martin to leave and Martin actually leaving. Worst night of my life. I knew saying bye would be hard, but I didnt think it would be that hard. Our lives change today and its just so insane to think about. We always knew in the back of our head that the military would end up in our life but its just insane to think that its happening. You know? All those people who talk about how hard it is every deployment, that stuff is now happening to me. It's just, insane. I'm feeling better today, maybe because the sun is finally out! I dont feel like so much of a zombie like I did yesterday. My mind's all over the place coming up with idea's of things to do. I was attempting to plan the wedding yesterday and ended up just giving up LOL. Its hard when hes not here to give me his input! But if you're interested in knowing my wedding planning struggles then you can find that here. I know, I have a blog for everything. What can I say, I love blogging and I love recording my struggles.

Anywayyyy.

I have a few hauls that I had meant to post and didnt get time to. I hate making haul videos cause they're so short since I dont haul as much as I use to. I made a few hauls yesterday (cause when you're sad you have to haul lol) and I'm planning a huge MAC haul for the end of the year. I saw they posted up the holiday collections on the site and got super excited! I cant wait to swatch everything!

I'm planning on switching everything around. I'm in the process of changing my entire jewelry collection so I'll have to get rid of everything I already made! Watch out for that sale! I'll be adding more things to the blog sale. I'm thinking of revamping this blog, but I happen to really like the layout lol. We'll see.

Also! I'll be holding a few special mark. offers when you order from my site to save up some money for the wedding!

Oh yah, I got my ELF Studio palette replacement and its not shattered. Whoohoo!